After four years of intensive emotional healing work, I am still attraction people who are less than acceptable into my life, although it is improving. So this morning, I am exploring why I am still not attracting what I want. The initial analysis is that I am still operating in fear and running away from what I don’t want instead moving toward what I truly want in my life. Ego’s fear is a tricky thing as it sneaks up on me without my even realizing it. I must operate with the intention to move toward what I truly want and is beneficial for my life, and not just run away from my current life.
Another benefit to doing the emotional healing work is that I am able to recognize unacceptable behaviors toward me very quickly usually within days or weeks of meeting someone who I may not even meet in person. This is an invaluable tool as I am able evaluate people, situations, and events very quickly without being emotionally involved for long periods of time.
I reply on my higher self to guide me in this evaluation process. Here is my earlier post on Accessing the Higher Self. My intuition is becoming keener so that I am able access my higher self than quickly determine if the people or situations are in my best interest and for my higher path. I will regroup and begin work on facing my fears before I am able to move forward on my spiritual path to manifest the life that is intended for me. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)