For a long time, I have been escaping from myself and my life. I ran from place to place and relationship to relationship, while hoping to find peace, happiness, and contentment. What I did find was myself at the end of each of these attempts. It was amazing that I could not understand why I couldn’t escape my pain and suffering.
Wherever I ran, there I was, and I had no way to hide from myself. For the first time in my life, I am going toward what I want in my life. I am no longer unhappy with my life, and trying to find happiness and peace elsewhere. I finally feel really happy in my life, and I want to share this happiness with others who are more like me.
In my current life, I met a man who writes beautiful music for me, cares for me, is creative, is intelligent, is honest, and is kind to me. I always wondered why the men in my life never did these things for me, and I have asked for this in my life for a long time. I also want to continue my current work near my family as I am ready to reconnect with them, and begin a Reiki practice to help others heal. This is what I am moving towards and not running from my current life. I don’t know how long anything will last, but it simply doesn’t matter.
Finally, I don’t need to run away from myself as I truly like being with myself, and like who I have become. Others want to be with me too because I am finally happy, grateful, and live a peaceful life now, and I think others want this for themselves too. I finally stopped running away, and am moving toward an amazing future. I think I finally found my way in my life! (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)