This Twin Flame thing is really difficult as I traverse this journey with my twin. As I begin to delve into our relationship, I have asked my twin to look at the conditions he places on his relationships. We frequently fulfill our deficiencies through others. For example, if we lack abundance, we depend on others financially. If we lack self worth, we ask other to make us feel worthy. As I address these issues with him that we must love unconditionally, he and I are both filled with fear and revert to the old familiar behaviors.
I think this is where the hard work begins. Our time together is no longer filled only with fun and escape, but we begin the real work of healing. I expressed my concerns with him, but this is causing great fear and angst. Recently, both of us have reverted to old behaviors while he still holds onto karmic relationships and seeking approval from other women. He has exhibited passive aggressive behaviors in defiance of my expressions of concern and to sabotage our progress.
These old behaviors, addictions, and karmic relationships must be addressed in order to move forward. As we move forward in our ascension process, these old behaviors must be re-examined, addictions must be overcome, and karmic relationships must be given up. These old patterns are from our past dysfunctional family dynamics and marital relationships. Our success in moving forward will depend on how brave and courageous he is in facing his darkness and demons.
I am sharing my techniques and methods of healing and spiritual work with him, but the true test is whether he will weather this storm that is to come. We will face our darkness full of unworthiness, self loathing, addiction, and fear. I pray for our healing and send this prayer into the Infinite for guidance and protection. (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)