We all have inner demons. The trick is finding our own, and learning to overcome them. I am doing just that in my spiritual journey now. I initially was not sure why I recently began a new career challenge of starting an educational consulting firm. The Infinite told me that I needed to leave my last mission of working at a university helping sexually assaulted and sexually harassed students to move onto this next phase of my journey.
During the past week, it came to me as to why I am on the next phase of my journey. It is to save myself! I have been helping to “save” others for a long time, and now the Infinite tells me that it is time to save myself. I also learned something important during the past three years. That is: “we cannot save others, since we only can save ourselves.” This has been a very hard lesson for me.
As I begin this new consulting firm, I have come across many obstacles, such as getting a credit card for this business, finding clients, and joining organizations. Since I established this firm as a corporation, this business does not yet have a credit history, track record, or reputation. All my insecurities, self doubt, and fears are being tested every day and week.
I finally realized why I am doing this, and how my inner demons are forced to my conscious awareness that I now must confront. It all makes sense now. If I can overcome these demons, I will succeed in my new venture! If I can subdue my ego’s fears, I can accomplish my goals and overcome my obstacles. No spiritual journey is easy, and I have come so far. Now it is “onward!” (Copyright 2019 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)