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Since this month is the second anniversary of my Kundalini awakening and spiritual journey, I find it is appropriate for me to reflect on my progress. I started this new blog on WordPress to commemorate my recent milestone in my progress.

During these two years, my journey has been filled with struggles with karma, physical and emotional pain from my Kundalini rising, facing the truth about who I am, and healing my childhood abuse, abandonment during infancy, and fears in my life.  During this time, I was pushed to my limits, but I survived it, and came out of the other side.

The consequence was a heart opening, releasing solar plexus, sacral, and root chakra blockages, ego death, learning self love, and resolving karma, resulting in the transmutation of my energy field to a higher vibration of unconditional love, compassion, living without expectations of outcome, and deep inner peace. I used emotional release work, taking responsibility for my actions and behaviors, giving forgiveness to myself and others, letting go of fear, and surrendering to the Universe.

During my journey, the Universe sent a Kundalini catalyst to guide and work on this ascension work together that helped me with my fears and loneliness during this process.  As a result, we resolved our respective karma and karma with each other.  I am forever grateful for his presence in my life.

This has been on overwhelming experience of awakening to my own truth, touching the Divine within, finding that the power of the infinite is within me, and ultimately manifesting my own destiny.  In humility, I give thanks and am grateful for all the gifts and blessings I have received. Infinite love and light, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kudnalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Grace of Soul Love

Love energy flowing to my heart,

Filling the heart full,
As it bursts open with joy.
This is bliss from the Divine,
To share with mere mortal like me,
Who can taste the nectar of the gods.
Such luscious sweetness on my tongue,
With lovely fragrance of lavenders and lilacs,
Through gentle breeze against my skin.
Such beauty is this love,
Overwhelming my senses,
And caressing my soul.
Through Divine union,
I am united with my soul,
Through self love forever as one. ~ Brooke
(Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

“Ego Death”

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I put Ego Death in quotes in the title because I did not experience ego death through the dark night of the soul as many have described it. My recent experience is a recession of ego that came quite suddenly like turning on or off a light switch. What I experienced was quite humane, and logical. During the last month or so, I had several awareness experiences in my life that allowed me to see myself for who I was, critical, self loathing, angry, judgmental, and suffering from low self esteem. This came about through events occurring in my work and personal life.

After these experiences and my awareness of my behaviors and actions, I took steps to apologize to those who I hurt to take responsibility for my actions.  In these efforts, I asked for forgiveness from others, but mostly from myself to accept who I was and what I had done. Then in a very sudden moment during an interaction with a friend who reacted in hurt because I pointed out some of her hurtful behaviors toward others and herself, I realized that my ego had responded in the same way as well.

This realization jolted me into understanding about my ego and my humanness, and in that very moment, my ego no longer haunted my life in the same way. This sudden experience was a shock to me, and has transformed my life in that moment. ~ Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Transmutation of Sexual Energy to Love Energy

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The recent changes in my emotional landscape from my emotional release work resulted in a transmutation of my Kundalini energy from sexual energy to love energy. Kundalini energy is sexual energy released when our Kundalini rises.  When Kundalini energy first rises from our sacrum, the sexual energy is very intense. It almost feels like sexual addiction, and we feel this urgent compulsion to release this sexual energy constantly.

Recently, I have felt this shift of my sexual energy to love energy.  In the past, after raising my Kundalini, my energy felt very sexual vibrating mainly in my root chakra.  Now, my energy field is very stable and quiet, and the energy feels very loving vibrating in my heart, or crown chakras. I believe that once we engage in ascension work, we learn self love transmuting our sexual energy to love energy.  When we are able to love ourselves, we then are able to love others.

Sex or lust is not love, but is a form of possession or dependency.  Sex or lust is needing to take from another, while love is giving to another. What I feel now is this blissful feeling, full of love and fullness in my heart.  May you find love energy in your life!  (Copyright 2013 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Divine Love

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In moonlit elegance,

My spirit shimmers in the night.

Velvet textures of crimson and scarlet,

Drapes against my supple skin.

As I radiate love vibrations through my body,

Bliss is flowing through my blood,

And warmth melting my soul.

Awaiting with bated breath for beloved,

To caress my body and soul.

Time seems infinite,

As love flows through me.

My Divine masculine takes his beloved,

Into him, through him.

My Divine feminine receiving him,

Into her, through her.

In this tantric dance,

Forever entwined into eternity. ~ Brooke

(Copyright 2013 Kundalin Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Freedom to Soar

The power is within you,

To end your own suffering.

This freedom to soar,

Beyond your expectations.

You are the source,

To the freedom you seek.

The infinite is within you,

To expand beyond your limitations.

Surrender to your future,

That awaits your arrival.

Wait not another minute,

For your time is now.

Feel the wind beneath your wings,

Lifting you higher,

To a place that takes your breath away. ~ Brooke

(Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Transcending To love

Through the depth of despair,
I transcend to love.
Radiance that glow from my crown,
And energy that flow through my heart.
It is through my Infinite soul,
That I touch this love,
Where I feel no pain,
And sense no loneliness.
Light, buoyant, and peaceful,
I float in sanguine bliss,
Unaware of others watching,
Only in self awareness.
I move through silent beauty,
Awaiting my beloved union. ~ Brooke
(Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Acceptance Through Grace

In acceptance of my life,
I move forward alone with grace.
Melancholy and foreign are these feelings,
Although without fear and trepidation.
No longer attached to another,
With the feeling of freedom to soar,
As high as the sky and as deep as the sea.
I am given this acceptance through grace,
A gift from the Universe, and blessings from the Divine.
I am ever grateful for sensing fullness in my heart,
Even if sadness lingers there.
My spirit filled with lightness that I have never known,
While I journey with courage into the unknown. ~ Brooke
(Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)