Twin Flame Traps


As you ascend with your Twin Flames, there are some warnings I wanted to provide to those also in Twin Flame relationships.  There are many pitfalls and traps involved in this relationship just as any other, but the intensity of Twin Flame relationships can result in obsessive and co-dependent behaviors.

Because Twin Flames are friendship and passion on fire, we are essentially playing with fire.  Because we are so in tuned with our twin as we enjoy the same things, have similar professions, have similar missions, have similar hobbies, and have the same belief systems, we are completely in sync with our twins, and have great passion through tantra together,  it is not unusual to fall into these traps and pitfalls.

The energy between Twin Flames feel so comfortable and comforting, you want to spend every hour together doing absolutely everything together because we are the same.  The passion is through the roof with endless hours of tantric sexual connection.  All this good vibes can easily result in obsessing about our twin every minute of every day when we have jobs to fulfill and other life obligations.

The co-dependency occurs when we are so connected energetically, emotionally, and spiritually with our twin that we lose where they end and where we begin in this relationship.  We must be conscious and aware that we are still separate people with our own identity. Recently, I sat down with my Twin Flame to discuss these issues concerning me.

As Twin Flames, we communicate through unconditional love and compassion about these important issues. If we are to ascend with our twin, we must work together to resolve these issues that are even more pronounced due to the Twin Flame fire that fuel this intensity to a degree I have never experienced before with another.  May you find your path back on track with your Twin Flame.  (Copyright 2017 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)


Twin Flame Tantra


Tantra has little to do with sex at all. In my twin flame relationship, this is the first time I have experienced tantra. Tantra is about unconditional love, energetic connection through Source or Divine energy, and spiritual ascension through sacred sexuality.

People confuse tantra with sex, because it is expressed through sacred sexuality. As I experience my relationship with my twin flame, I begin to understand that tantra is about deep unconditional love for another.

As a results of this deep unconditional love, we are able to experience an otherworldly energetic and spiritual connection through Source or Divine energy. We are able to experience sexuality and sensuality very differently then sexual intercourse.

Sexual intercourse is a mere sex act. Through Tantra, we experience heightened sexuality and sensuality without the goal of orgasm, but we focus on the pleasure and connection through this deep unconditional love with our partner.

It is truly sacred, and the sexuality between twin flames is the true extension of unconditional and deep love for our twin. My experience is that we transcend physical and worldly sexual intercourse for a deep and spiritual connection with another being. (Awakening Journey Copyright 2017 with all rights reserved)

Evolution of Your Life


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In the course of the evolution of my life, I have learned many invaluable lessons and insights into life in general.   What I have learned is that most relationships or people we encounter are karmic relationships.  If you question whether a relationship is karmic or not, it probably is.  Under the very small percentage chance that we meet our soulmates, and maybe our twin flames, which is even a smaller percentage chance, we cannot be with them until we have healed our emotional wounds, released our egos, learned self and unconditional love, and found happiness and peace within ourselves.

Our egos play an important role in fooling ourselves into believing that we have found our soulmates or twin flames.  The ego has its desires, need for control, and need to be right.  By virtue of this ego, you will believe that every relationship is “the one.”  In actuality, you are still learning life lessons, healing your emotional wounds, and learning to love yourself.  I have seen lovers believing that they are soulmates or twin flames when they engage in extramarital affairs with each other, lying and deceiving their loved ones, and even engage in emotional, sexual, and physical abuse with each other.   Our ego is that powerful within our psyche to fool us into believing these people are our soulmates or twin flames!

The purpose of karmic relationships is to help us learn our life lessons and in the evolution of our lives.  We know that karmic relationships are over when we have learned our life lessons, no longer feel attracted to them, and realize that we deserve better through self love.  It is then that we have evolved beyond them.  This is hard for the ego to accept, which is why it is difficult to truly see our reality and our truth until we have released our ego.  I share my technique called, “Observing Ego Practice,” to learn how to release your ego.    Remember, before you have released your ego, you will continue to be fooled by it.

What I believe is when we meet our soulmates or twin flames, it will be in an organic way and in person anywhere in the world as the Universe intended for this meeting.  It will not be through artificial means such as the Internet or other artificial manner, such as online dating.  When you meet them, you will not need to twist, bend, pretend, and change yourself to get along with them.  You need not find small similarities, such as compatible astrological signs, liking the same colors, or sharing minor interests. It will be obvious and clear, as you have the same life goals, values, interests, hobbies, music, religious and political views, and just about anything else.  Most importantly both of you will not be married, engaged or dating another.  It will be very obvious to both of you.

In the meantime, accept and appreciate the karmic relationships that come and go in your life as a step in the evolution of your life.  It serves a very important purpose to prepare you for your spiritual wholeness and your readiness to meet your soulmate or twin flame.  Let them go when you have evolved past these karmic relationships.  This letting go is part of your evolution, and you will feel an incredible propulsion forward in the evolution of your life when you do.  Experience this powerful evolution within yourself. (Copyright 2016 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Exploiting Kundalini Energy


I am writing about a taboo subject that very few people write about or disclose about their Kundalini experience.   As you may be aware, Kundalini energy is sexual energy resting at the base of the human spine.  When this energy is raised, it helps us with an awakening experience and creates awakening symptoms.  The side effect is heightened sexual energy that can get out of control.  This sexual energy is intended to help us expand our consciousness and spiritual awareness, expand to a higher vibration, and help us live a more authentic life. If this energy is not used for these purposes, we will try to release this energy through sexual intercourse.

For those who have experienced trauma or abuse, or suffer from emotional or mental problems, particularly from sexual abuse or assault, this Kundalini energy becomes distorted and many have exploited this sexual energy for personal gains through sexual promiscuity, not associated with polyamory that is their other sexual partners do not know about these sexual and etheric activities.

Many seek out other Kundalini active individuals for sex and energetic connections while still married to their husbands and wives.  These sexual liaisons are feigned as true love, tantra, or twin flames, but these sexual relationships cannot and do not last as each of these individuals have real lives with their spouses, and many have children as well.  What does this matter, you say, since they are all consenting adults having consenting affairs?

The problem is that there are spouses, children, and families who are negatively impacted by the sexual promiscuity of these Kundalini active individuals. There are deceptions, lies, infidelity, and betrayal, and distrust is created within these families. Many of the individuals say, “We just can’t tell our spouses about these sexual, etheric, and energetic connections, but it just feels so good.”   Well, the answer is live an authentic life and live your truth by sharing your life with whom you are having this energetic and sexual connection, and leave your other life behind. Living in these two worlds and two separate realities is not living an authentic life, and certainly not living any semblance of truth.

Be true to yourself and your life, as you must make a choice.  You cannot live a life with your spouse, then have an energetic connecting and a sexual relationship with another whether they are Kundalini active or not.  Alternatively, give up your energetic and sexual connection, and live an authentic life with your spouse and children.  Living in this duality is destructive and irresponsible, frequently breaking up marriages and families, causing hurt, pain, and trauma to your spouses, children, and families.

These behaviors also create cumulative negative karma for your soul lives.  Next time you get the urge to hookup with another Kundalini active person for sex or energetic connection, rethink your decision, and remind yourself about how many people you will hurt by your actions.  Sending peace and healing light. (Copyright 2015 Living Wide Awake with All Rights Reserved)

Surrendering What You Are


During my spiritual journey these past three and half years, what I have come to understand that to become the person we could become means giving up something in our current life, as it is not free.  This may be addiction, drama/chaos, dependency, dysfunction, playing the victims and being rejected, or other negative life patterns.

What I have had to give up is the patterns of my dysfunctional relationship with my parents and the dependency, chaos, and negativity associated with our behaviors.  When we give up these negative patterns, we let go of the need for their approval, fear of losing them, refusing to engage in negative and destructive behaviors, and do not tolerate the chaos and drama they create around them.

To my surprise, it has not been easy to give this up as I had become habituated to these negative patterns.  I have witnessed that pattern all around me in my current life, even though I have not spoken or interacted with my parents for many years.  I essentially adopted the pattern of behaviors they taught me and now is instilled within me.  In my emotional healing work, I have been working to change those behavioral patterns, and giving up those negative dynamics in my own life.

Giving up what is familiar, believe or not, is not that easy.  It takes discipline, emotional healing, encourage, and internal strength to say, no more; this stops with me.  When you are ready to take this courageous step, then you will, and it will be clear in your own mind that you must do this for yourself and for your own emotional and spiritual growth.  May you find the strength within to give up what you are for what you could become. (Copyright 2014 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

The Glow of Divine Union

Journey of Awakening


Light seeps through cracks on walls,

As shadows fall away.

Through obscurity are the images,

On torn walls of my past,

Reminding me to move forward.

Dusk looms outside worn windows,

With faded curtains still hanging.

Awaiting the sunrise to warm my being,

From winters pale glow.

As dawn turns into day,

I long for Divine union within.

To feel wholeness,

From dreams long ago of my beloved.

Ecstatic, rapturous, and joyous,

When union timely arrives,

And heaven is on earth.

(Copyright 2014 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

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Experiencing Divine Union


Just as my Reiki practitioner predicted that the solar eclipse yesterday would facilitate my Divine Union, and it did.  I want to share with you what this union felt like.  This Divine Union was the coming together of my Divine masculine and feminine energies as it was an ecstatic experience.  Within me, I felt the emotional, energetic, and spiritual merging of these two parts of myself.

During this union, I finally felt safe in this union of the masculine and feminine as I always felt fear, distrust, and danger.  I saw a vision of a marriage between the two, and I understood finally deep within me that I will never be alone or feel lonely as my Divine feminine will always have her masculine partner who will never leave her, always protects her, and always love her.  This was quite a realization that he was always within me, as she was always within me.

I began to cry when I realized that I deserve this love for myself, and that no one can give this love to me.  This is the unconditional love that I always needed and wanted in my life, but I sought this from another, and it always disappointed me. Now, I know that this love is always within me and that it will never leave me.  When we finally find self love, we unite the two parts of us that have been separate.  When these two parts of us fully merge, we become a whole person within.  (Copyright 2014 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Divine Masculine and Feminine Union


This weekend, I had a transformational experience during my Reiki session.  My Reiki practitioner is an intuitive healing who has been helping me with my chakra blockages for the last several months.    During this Reiki session, she helped me with blockages in my throat and sacral chakras, and  facilitated my masculine and feminine union. What I experienced was nothing short of amazing!

My masculine has always been very strong as he protected me against the abuse I experienced as a child in this lifetimes, and I believe, he played the role of protector in my earlier lifetimes as well. As the practitioner used body work to release the blockage in my sacral and throat chakras, I saw a vision of my masculine who is man looking sad and worn.  I believe he feels that he will be forgotten and no longer useful in my life.

I told the practitioner of my vision, and in this moment, my feminine reached out to my masculine and held him in her arms.  The above photo is similar to the vision I saw.  Love filled and radiated from my heart, and in that moment, I experienced an energetic Divine Union.  My feminine is now the strength, love, and compassion within me to understand the masculine’s need to be love and comforted.  It was truly beautiful as my angel guides looked on during my ecstatic experience.

Since October 8th, after the lunar eclipse, I have experienced some dramatic shifts within me, allowing me to let go of many emotional blockages. A solar eclipse is expected to be on October 23rd when my Reiki practitioner predicts that I will experience a full Divine Feminine and Masculine Union. I am very excited about my progress and will keep you posted.  (Copyright 2014 Soul Awakening with All Rights Reserved)

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