In Languid Night


My heart is at peace,

In languid night.

Awaiting serenity not far behind.

As I slumber, visions are clear,

My future unfolds,

In my hands I hold.

Fears far away,

Waving farewell.

No one can harm me,

And no one to tell.

It is not destiny or fate,

For all past hurts, I no longer hate.

The ghost of maiden,

Only an illusion.

Forever free, my own bondage abates,

Onto the horizon, my future awaits.

(Copyright 2015 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Perspective of Our Journey

th (17)

I have traveled such a long way on my journey that began many lifetimes ago. Along the way, I have met those who do not understand my journey.  As we appear to have taken differing paths, we have conflicts.  I am beginning to understand that  everyone’s path is different.  There are no right or wrong paths, but they twist and winds on its way forward.

It is our egos who insist on being right.  Each day, I am letting go of the need to be right.  We will all figure out our paths, and live with our own decisions, outcomes, and actions.  There should be no judgment, as we are all where we should be in this moment.

Some are ahead of us and some are behind us, but the path is not linear, so they may be traveling on another plane appearing to be the opposite of us.  From our perspectives, we appear to be different, but are we?  The next time, we judge others remember this:

spiritual illusion

It’s all in our perspectives.  May we honor and respect others through compassion, tolerance, and peace. (Copyright 2015 Spiritual Journey with All Rights Reserved)

The Amazing Beyond


Beyond emotional wounds and hurt is this amazing place where the world is synchronized and events result in the highest and perfect for me.  I have crossed the threshold into this beyond.  The trees look fuller, the grass is greener, the sky is clearer, and I experience heaven on earth.  The pain and hurt of the past appear as a glimmer of an old memory like a faded photograph from long ago.

It all seems like a miracle really.  My job at the college where I work is becoming the job that I had hoped and imaged when I first applied and was offered this position.  Old obstacles are falling away, and allies come to my assistance and support.  My new home is warm, inviting, and welcoming to my friends who visit.  It is my sanctuary where I replenish, rest, and rejuvenate.  My personal life is synchronized in that as I think of others, they appear shortly thereafter, and when I wish for an outcome, it happens shortly after.

I am inviting this light, synchronicity, and readiness into my life now, with amazing results and wonderful outcomes.  This is the life that I have dreamed about. When I work hard, I am rewarded. When I love, my love is returned.  When I give, I am given.  When I support others, I am supported.  I believe I am living in my highest now where peace rules my life, and joy is the foundation of each day.

If someone told me that this would be the reward for the hard emotional work of facing my demons and my childhood trauma, I would not have believed it was possible.  My world is opened now to countless possibilities, wonder, and awe. May you find your heaven on earth.  Blessings of love! (Copyright 2015 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Spirit Open the Right Doors


Since the rise of my Kundalini energy four years ago, I have had moment when I ask myself, why events have occurred the way they have in my life?  Why have I attracted certain people and situations into my life. The answers have always been that I have unhealed parts of me that have attracted certain people and situations to help me resolve and heal my emotional wounds.

In reflecting on my situation, I am learning that I don’t need to know why, but that it just is.  Coming to accept this is difficult for the ego.  I don’t know why because the answers may not become clear for years to come.  In some way, it really doesn’t matter as the time spent with these individuals and situations have strengthened me and shown me what is unhealed in me with such great reality.

My higher self already has shown me how a healthy life with others will feel, and how I will interact with others.  She has shown me a partial road map, but I just don’t know where my road will lead. I feel certain that whatever is in my future, it will be in the highest.  (Copyright 2015 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Resolving Conflicts from Within

11119819_555039484639341_7434152282124245161_n (1)There is an amazing phenomenon that occurs when we begin to change our behaviors and thoughts that translate to a change in our beliefs.  During the last few days, I have been practicing emotional release practice  in an attempt to cure my jealousy.  When we refuse to act out on our jealousy, our belief system begin to change. It is not about changing others in their behaviors or actions, but changing our own thoughts, behaviors, and beliefs that change our views and perspectives of others and situations.

This is an interesting and amazing phenomenon!  There are individuals in my life with whom I have conflicts, but who doesn’t? However, as I begin to heal my wounds, and change my thoughts, behaviors,and beliefs, I am beginning to change my perspective of them and see them differently.

A case in point involves my supervisor who I perceive to create hardships for my job, but recently all that has changed in that I am seeing and perceiving her very differently.  I see that she has serious control issues that is really not about me, but about her need for control.  Instead of fighting her that is what my ego wants, I am beginning to work through difficulties about her without her involvement.

This process shows that resolution with an individual does not even require the participation of the other. It is really resolution within ourselves about our situations, involving others, or in our relationships.  This is quite a revelation for me, as I have been trying to resolve differences with others through compromise, dialogue, and mediation.

I am not saying that communication is unimportant as it is, but there are many circumstances in our lives that communications with others is simply not possible or probable.  This is what I have come to understand, and I move forward now with this new perspectives and approach.  (Copyright 2015 Awakening Journey with All Rights Reserved)

Accepting Loss and Taking Back Power

My most recent work to accept the losses in my life has allowed me to take back power in my life. I have suffered losses in my life that I had difficulty accepting. The two major ones are the loss of love from my father and mother.  With these losses of love in my life, I suffered terribly because I did not receive healthy love from them, since they were unable to return such love. I continued to hope somehow that they would change, and I would eventually then receive this love from them. This is both unrealistic and unlikely. Our hopes and dreams of receiving this love are what causes us to suffer. We continue to yearn and wish for this love that will simply never materialize.

When we have failed to received healthy love from our parents, we continue to seek this everywhere we go, hoping for a different result with others. When we are able to come to this realization, and recognize that we may never receive this love from our father or mother, then we free ourselves from the bondage of suffering.  When we come to this awareness, then we begin to give this healthy love to ourselves that we needed so desperately.

Because we can only change ourselves, and cannot change others, it is only through self love that we are able to take back power in our lives. That power is knowing that this self love can never be taken away from us. It will remain with our souls into eternity. Blessings from my heart, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Facing My Fear Head On


One of my greatest fears is becoming really sick with cancer.  Since I am not close to my family because of my sexual, physical, and emotional abuse I experienced by my parents, I don’t have a support system in my life to help me when I am ill, and I don’t have a family of my own for support.

Recently, I was notified by my doctor that I may have a virus that causes cancer, but need further testing to confirm this.  I have written posts about how we will attract exactly what we fear the most.  Now, I may need to confront this fear head on by myself.  This, I believe, is one of my life lessons. Learning this lesson will change my life to overcome my fear of dying alone with a debilitating illness.

I know in my heart that I have the strength to overcome this as I have overcome everything else in my life.  Once I learn and overcome this life lesson, I will overcome my fear of my physical death, and find peace to the end of this physical life to pass onto my next life.  Sending peace and blessings, Brooke (Copyright 2013 Kundalini Spirit with All Rights Reserved)

Emotional healing and Law of Attraction

Journey of Awakening


As we heal ourselves emotionally, we begin to change our resonance vibrational energy to a higher frequency.  Our resonance vibrational energy in the fundamental frequency of our energy field. The virbrational frequency of our resonance vibrational energy attracts others with similar vibrational frequency.

We can gauge our emotional health through our resonance vibrational energy by the people who we feel attracted to in our lives.  This attraction will feel like a yearning or pull toward them.  This yearning or pull is the feeling of the attraction of their energy to us.  Some call this sexual attraction or chemistry.

I have observed my own change over the course of the past two years of my spiritual journey as I have relentlessly worked on my emotional healing/release work.  Through healing my wounds within my emotional landscape, I went through stages of change in my vibrational frequency ultimately changing my overall resonance vibrational…

View original post 229 more words